KAKAIBANG PAG-IBIG

Minsan, wala ka lang magawa at biglang mapapaisip ka. Mapapaisip ka ng mga bagay na di mo naman inaasahan na magbubunga ng isang kanta kagaya nito...heheh makata ba?

Nabuo ko ang kantang 'to noong papasok ako sa dating kong pinagtatrabahuhan sa opisina namen sa Pasay. Nasa jeep ako noon. Sobrang natatawa ako sa sarili ko pero pigil na pigil ako kasi magmumukha akong sira dahil wala naman akong kausap at bigla akong tatawa ano? Malay ba ng ibang mga pasahero?!

Ang kantang ito ay nabuo dahil sa mga taong pinagtitripan ang aking "pagkatao" na magbago na daw ako, at sayang. Sagot ko naman, mas sayang lang kung babae nga ako at mapupunta lang sa mga kagaya nilang MAPILIT!

Ang concept nito ay mala-jukebox ang atake sa pagkanta...at ang background music ay pinangungunahan ng acoustic guitar. Tipong bossa ang style ng pagtugtog, pero parang hindi ako convinced kasi, parang iba pa ang tawag dun eh at parang iba pa ang timing nito. 'Di ko lang maalala ang tawag dun! Malalaman ko din!

Dahil sa tuwa ko, 'di ko na din natiis, pagkatapos ng ilang buwan, eto na at isheshare ko na ang kalokohan ko! 'Di ako nakatulog hangga't 'di ko sya na-edit, kaya inumaga na talaga ako! Pero eto na ang lyrics...pang-kantahang lasing lang ba! ENJOY!

(wala pang title 'to at chorus...nirecord ko lang talaga yung idea...sayang naman, baka mawala!)

"Mamahalin kita, mamahalin kita,
Kahit na tayo ay magkaiba
Mamahalin kita, mamahalin kita,
Kahit na kilos mo'y nakakaduda...
Mamahalin kita, kahit 'di ka natutuwa.
Basta't walang nais kundi, ika'y ibigin...

IIbigin kita, iibigin kita,
kahit na sa'yo ay balewala
Iibigin kita, iibigin kita,
kahit na sa'yo ay walang makuha...
Iibigin kita, kahit tila (tibamba ka/ika'y bakla).
Basta't walang nais kundi, ika'y mahalin..."

JUST WONDERIN'...

"...ang ihi ba nga tao, iba-ibang direction? may isang direcho lang at minsan may parang kalat?"

THOUGHT FOR THE DAY

THOUGHT FOR THE DAY ABOUT RESPECT...

"Kapag ang taong tulog, naglalaway, masarap ang tulog. Kaya konting respeto lang. Wag kayong maingay."

MY SCHED =)

HERE'S WHAT KEEPS ME BUSY:

WED - QUEBA Restobar, N. Domingo, Greenhills, San Juan, 10pm
FRI - HENRY'S GRILLE, Maginhawa St., UP Village, QC, 8pm
SAT - BOOZE STOP, Kamagong St., Mkti

JULY 18 - "GLAM ROCK FASHION SHOW" Amoranto Stadium, QC 10pm
JULY 19 - "G&G: GOALS & GIRLS" PREMIERE, TV5, 4:30PM - 5:30PM
JULY 24 - LIBERTY PARK, Shaw Blvd., Mandaluyong, 8pm
JULY 28 - ABSINTH, Greenbelt, Mkti., 8pm
JULY 31 - "THE BANDSTAND" Manila Ocean Park, 7:30pm

PHOBIA live at MagNet

PHOBIA is one of the few songs I've written so far (and is gonna be part of my album, hopefully to be released very soon!)...it's about someone who's scared of falling in love, but is on the brink of falling into it. So this person asks that "someone" if he/she can find a way into this person's heart. Talk about being a "sigurista" for not wanting to fall for someone who might be gone...but that makes sense somehow, right?

Or maybe, this is just my point of view? Since I wrote this! But yeah, everyone has their moments. And everyone has to go through things that would break them to make them stronger. Lemme know what you think. Listen to the lyrics (or read along!)...

(This video's not taken with a professional cam, so apologies...hopefully, in the future, I get to buy a better cam!)

PHOBIA

I am afraid to love, didn’t wanna take a risk no more

I don’t wanna exhaust all my energy for someone who’ll be gone in the end

Don’t wanna get close to you, ‘coz I am afraid you might go away

Do you have what it takes to uncover my heart?

CHORUS:

Can you melt this heart of steel?

Can you break my heart of stone?

I don’t wanna love again

If I’m gonna be alone in the end

Can you melt this heart of steel?

Can you break this heart of stone?

I don’t wanna love again

If I’ll find myself alone in the end

So broken and burned from the things in the past

(So broken and burnt)

Don’t wanna wait for the time I’ll say at last

(I don’t wanna wait)

This is the reason why

Don’t wanna be by your side

‘Coz of all the fears I hide

By all the pain inside

Don’t wanna get close to you

‘Coz you just might make me blue

Baby, help me let it go

Let it go and start anew

BRIDGE:

I told myself not to fall, no, no, no

Never easily trusting no one at all

Don’t tell me that you’ll stay

If you just might go away

Don’t wanna wait for the time that my heart would break